| So... my summer is pretty much nonexistent. I'm going to be working full time, 7-3 Monday-Friday, and it is going to suck really bad. I really really need the money though, and the only reason I'm doing this is so I can get a car after my first year of college  . I hate the need/want for money. Wish me luck!
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| So Prom was Friday night, and I had a lot of fun! I'm really glad I went, so thank you Nikki. The food didn't get served until 2 hours into the prom, so I didn't think there would be enough time to dance, but it turned out fine because by the end of the night everyone was whooped. Nikki has pictures on her site if you want to see a few. Overall it was a really good night.
Today's Church lesson was pretty good, it was about loving each other and there was a lot of forgiving. We've all heard it plenty of times before but it is always good to be reminded to kick start our brains and make us think about who we might be holding something against that we should let go.
Now that Prom is over I'm back to stressing out about the end of school and all this work teachers pile on us. It is actually all coming from one class... the one with the new teacher. She has three things due this week. We were all stressed over these two big assignments due this week and then she went and added another one on Friday.
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| I'm so sick of everything! Nothing freaking goes right anymore. I'm sick of either spending my time working or sitting at home being depressed. I'm sick of my life, but I wouldn't want to die or be someone else. I just don't know what to do about anything anymore. 
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| I don't know what to feel anymore. I am told I shouldn't feel like a horrible person but sometimes I can't help it. It's not like I am aiming to hurt, I'm just trying to live my life but everything I do seems to be wrong. I've been trying to be happier lately and it works but of course there are always going to be things that bring me down. I'm not saying I'm in a really bad mood now, because I'm not, but I do get that way at times. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore.
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| Well I had a pretty good weekend. I saw Grease which was amazing. I was just disappointed because I kind of wanted to be in it, but I missed auditions. Saturday I work 6-12 in the morning, then saw Benchwarmers in the afternoon and just hung out by myself at night. Then today I went to church followed by hanging out with some awesome people after! I would love to do that again soon.
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